Is what I’ve been telling anyone who asked “Can I get you anything?” yeah still pissed, but not as much I got 10 hours of sleep so things are always better with a good night sleep. I just want to tell my friend how pissed off I am but have yet to get him alone to tell him. I will, but it’ll take time.
I made some up my mind on a few things. I seriously am going to work out and get in shape this year. I am making more friends, and I am not gong out alone with my friend from Friday. I don’t think it’s good for me if he continues to act this way. I don’t mind going out and having fun but not that.
This ties into dating. Because In the past I’ve always been the one to be walked on and give in and try to please the other person no matter what. I realized about 5 years ago that’s crap, yeah you should do things to make your partner happy but not at your expense. I want a relationship build on trust. I will trust a person till I have a reason not too. Too many gay guys just are in it for the sexual part and never think about the friendship part. That’s when some open it up and do what ever, I don’t understand the whole concept of it, I don’t like to share. I mean I will never say never but, I keep hearing from guys its easier then breaking up, well I’d rather break up.
But as things progress I’ll keep you posted on what happens.
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