Sunday, March 13, 2005

I RECLAIM MY LIFE!

Ok, well you’ve read my postings and now it’s time for the verdict. Wayne, or W as I called him, told me last night that when we meet that he didn’t’ feel the chemistry. When we finally met after talking 2 years and tons of phone calls. Which I knew, but it was good to hear it from him. He’s a great guy and we will be friends. He is one of the sweetest guys I’ve met in a long time. He will make someone very happy.

So I decided, that I need to get my ass out and do stuff and meet people so I joined the gay softball team here in ATL. Which I had my first practice today and I have fun, all except a ball to the face, knocked me down <>G but oh well. I look forward to playing. I am not that good but they say it’s all for fun.

I decided I have to make more friends and I’m going to do a lot more and be a lot more open with people. It’s hard for me to change after so many years but it’s kind of liberating at time. I just keep getting hung up that me and Wayne shared a lot of the same philosophies and ideals of dating and life but there are more guys out there. So if you’re interested get out and meet me out somewhere. I just wanted to keep you updated, well who ever reads this LOL, updated.

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