Pissed Off

Ok, I know it’s been a while since I’ve written, and I’m sitting here just frustrated and mad as hell pretty much, I guess more frustrated. I promise I’ll get back to writing and doing stuff on here, but being laid off just sucks, I hate having to go “I can’t afford that so I can’t buy that” or watch were I go since gas is so expensive. Just irritates the hell out of me. I don’t want this to be some poor pitiful me story but I just need to blow off steam.

I’m pissed because I got laid off and I found out that after they laid me off and a few others they are hiring someone to fill in the slack basically. That just annoys me but it’s good I’m not there I was tired of not having a phone on my desk and doing nothing for three months. There’s nothing I can’t stand at a job then doing nothing and wasting time. I have been in this situation before and this time things are different. I realize I have skills and the only person that has held me back was me. I can do a lot and will have a better job after this but the time it takes to get a new job kills me.

The last thing pissing me off is school, luckily I am unemployed or I never would get half the crap done I needed too this last few weeks. Every time I turn around for my business communications class I have about 4 things done at once, this class is one of those crappy required classes and it assumes you have nothing to do but do work for this class. I have 4 things due this Tues and a test, god I just have to get out of it with a C. I plan to give it the worst evaluation I’ve ever given a class, and my other classes are ok, just time consuming and I expected that with my major classes. Being dyslexic the syllabus is hard to read because it doesn’t make sense to me, I hate that class.

Thanks for listening I won’t bitch any more