Insurance and Workout partner the West Wing and other Must See TV!

Well today has really sucked *ss. I finally got health insurance and all was going good, but I went in to the Dr. last month for my foot, for those of you who don’t know I have gout and it sucks. I went in because it was bothering me for weeks, and I need to take medicine every day to keep the attacks away. It’s nothing-serious at all just hurts like here. Well when we signed up for insurance at work, they said there were no preexisting conditions. Well, I got a letter a last week, and then followed by another that my insurance denied those claims. Well they didn’t say denied they said “on hold” Which to me in insurance talk is “Bite us you ain’t getting a penny” So this is all around $500 that I don’t have right now and I’m just pissed off, this shouldn’t even been happening. I will go into work tomorrow and prob have to go at it, although there was a day from hell there too. This week I can’ win for loosing.

Speaking of loosing, my work out partner has joined LA Fitness, so we’ll see if that goes off as planned. After this cr*p with the insurance I surely don’t have enough money to join anywhere. I don’t remember if I wrote about this or not, if so you’ll have to suffer again. I hope we can figure something out. If not I will go next week by myself. Such is life right.

But my favorites show was on tonight, my really can’t miss show on right now. The West Wing. The writing has definitely changed since Sorkin left; it’s a lot darker I think. These next few weeks will be an interesting one. Who will take over for Martin Sheen, and I’m not really happy with the MS story line right now but they didn’t ask me. They do however live up to the “Season of Change” they promised at the beginning. Donna Left, and tonight we found out she went to work for the VP campaign, Josh Left to go to Jimmy Smitts Campaign, Leo had a heart attack, but maybe coming back, and well I still love the show. I just got done watching the first three seasons on DVD, I got the third at Sam’s cheap, and then got the first two from Amazon for cheap too, I’m ready for season 4 to come out, it should be around may or so for that. I just hope that West Wing lives up to what it has; I will say that this season is better then last, and I hope they keep getting better. I can see if Jimmy Smitts gets the presidency Josh could be Chief of Staff, but will be an interesting season for sure.

My other show I watch, Survivor, I know no comments please, doesn’t start up till February I read so I have some time to kill. I hope this next season is better then this last, I hated the whole men vs. women thing. They need to keep them mixed up and would be much more interesting. I did hear that Survivor: Outback comes out in March! The last must see show is Las Vegas, love that show, the first season came out on DVD and I have to get it, but with my insurance probs, it won’t be this week I bet.

I love this thing and I will promise to write more in it, not sure anyone reads it at all. But I’ll keep writing till I get tired of it.

Work, Holidays and School

Ok, I know I’ve been neglectful to my blog, I love writing in it but with the holidays and family in town and working 12 hour days, well I had no time. Let’s see, where should I begin, well there is nothing to begin with LOL, I haven’t done anything didn’t think of anything and just been hanging out.

I did how ever start my own yahoo group. I’ve been the prince of porn for my friends and now instead of sending things out to individual people, I can send it all out at once and hopefully have friends email stuff in too. But time will tell on that one. My friend Will posted some pics, and Don emailed some. So it’s going pretty good. I hope I have something interesting to tell soon.

I start school next week and I’m one year from graduating. I gotta get involved with the AMA. But the big thing pissing me off this week is my insurance, they are d*cking me around. Too much go into right now. But you know I’ll keep you posted
Tim

Underwear, Underwear, Underwear and I'm beat

Ok I know I’ve been a bad boy and not written in my blog but live has been hell and things are going to get worse. Work is going to be crazy so forgive me if I don’t write in the blog until after the first of the year. But over the last weekend I decided to treat myself to some holiday cheer. I got a new DVD Player, Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy, Kenneth Cole Black Cologne (I wonder why I got that… heheheh and no haven’t heard anything from him), Jockey Microfibre thong, Green CK mesh bikinis, 2 black 2xist thongs and green 2xist pouch briefs. And the LOTR: Return of the King Extended DVD.

I decided that I needed some new sexy undies. I think I managed to do that. I was in Rich’s in Lenox and I was surprised, underwear is going back to colors and all tight and getting skimpy. About time. We need colors and nice material. Glad to see the turn around.

I also changed the comments section of the blog to let anyone post not just members of blogger do it. So feel free to post your heart away.

My final is over and very happy but next semester I’ll be slammed, 3 classes and working full time.

I’m not in the mood to write but needed to update. I’llt try to do it again on Sat or Sunday.
Cya and post comments early and often.

Porn Burner oh I mean CD Burner and Str8 Boys and Underwear

Ok I got my new porn, er CD burner. It works like a charm. Works better then my last one. It burns a lot faster and makes me wonder if there wasn’t a problem with my old one from the get go. Oh well, I need to get a new HD so I can ad my CDs on it and make music for the car. Since I have an hour commute to work and from, radio in this town sucks and one of the radio stations I listen too is playing all Christmas Music all the time, which is enough to make you sick. So we’ll see. But I got all my important files backed up now and life is good back in my world

Well on to more interesting things. I was wondering do str8 guys get into underwear too? I have met a lot of bi guys lately as you know and one of them I have known for a while but didn’t realize he was bi. I asked him about if women like bikinis on guys and he said most don’t notice. Another bi guy I met is in one of the yahoo groups I’m in and he said his girlfriend loved him to wear thongs on the beach in Miami. So this got me thinking. Are there guys out there into underwear, Speedos and spandex? I’ve chatted with guys online and also yahoo groups that say they were str8 but you never know. It is online. Have any of you met str8 guys and I mean totally str8 that were into bikinis and such? I know there have got to be guys into underwear that are str8. Bi guys I can see getting into undies because you can get other guys to wear them too. My bi buddy who I’ve had for a while, who I will call Chris (No not his real name and not even close) he truly likes both men and women and he looks great in gear. I was a little disappointed when he said most women don’t care what underwear you wear. It’s just all very interesting to me. I wish I could do some sort of study on guys and underwear. Figure out what str8 guys wear, gay and bi guys. Would be very interesting I think. I think there are more guys out there who wear bikinis but just won’t say so to their friends or anyone. I think they have gotten a stigma of being too gay. And a str8 guy won’t wear them, so he’ll wear boxers and fit it. But I have seen and heard that str8 guys wear boxer but a lot wear something under them like briefs or something. Makes you think.

Another thing I heard from a guy I used to talk to in Boston that he knew some str8 guys that wore thongs. Yeah thongs. Hmm, I know that boxers are on their way out but are we going back the other way? To the way it used to be in the 80’s? When bikinis were more in style and boxers were frowned upon? I hope so. But like everything it goes in cycles and us gay boys will keep the underwear makers in business. Ok guys let me hear from you about this topic. Make some comments and such! Email me, let me know I ain’t talking to the wall LOL

OH MY ACHING TOE and Bi Guys

Well the toe is still bothering me. It’s driving me crazy, I finally have insurance after 4 years of not having it and get to go back to my gay dr. He’s still just as cute as he was before but you know I’m not as infatuated as before. I guess I’ve grown up some. I had blood work to get my uric acid level and new meds to try and clear up my gout. I’ve also began taking Black Cherry Concentrate, in pill form. The juice tastes like dirt. I can’t drink the stuff. But I’ll keep you posted on the toe. I also had to cancel my trainer appointments, Need to call them this week and reschedule for after the first of the year.

Lately for some reason I have been meeting a lot of bi guys. I don’t know what is it. I’m not talking those confused bi guys, I mean guys that enjoy having fun with both sexes and have had sex with both in recent times (meaning at least a month) I also found out someone I know who’s big into gear is bi. I never knew it. Sorta took me by surprise. Not that I have a thing against bi guys. But it’s cool, I have found most of the guys I’ve met are laid back and easy going. I’m really tired of gay guys and their drama and stuff. Recently I have talked to or met 6 bi guys. What really surprises me most is they are cool with both and talk about guys and girls with the same type of interest. And some of these the gf/wife knew and was cool. So I guess the world is changing. Has anyone else noticed this lately or am I just a bi guy magnet?

I have a few topics I will be talking about in the next few days. I hope some of you will post comments on the site! Have a great one!

A Workout Partner

I met a really cool guy tonight that we have talked on line for a while and I found out that he’s going to start GSU in January and we could be workout partners. We met after I got off work and had coffee and talked for an hour. He’s really nice and kind of cute too. We are gong to get together over Christmas and such and set up days to work out and a schedule. I have someone to commit to go work out with a few times a week and motivate me and I need to get serious. If I have someone relying on me to go I’ll go. I’m very excited, but I had to cancel my trainer schedule because of my toe, it’s driving me crazy. I hope the Dr. can make it better on Thursday. I’ll keep you posted

My CD Burner, Swinging Richards Guy, and Family Brithday Fun!

Ok, it’s official my CD burner is dead, which pisses me off. I have a Mac, and no comments from the peanut gallery, and luckily everything is external. So This week, an early Christmas Present to myself will be one. I found a good one for $89. How can I get the porn off my computer if I can’t burn it on a CD, you know! I have 3 GB left on a 15 GB HD and I just downloaded a lot of videos and I hope I can last a week. LOL just kidding I know I won’t fill up 3 GB in a week but still, I do like porn and right now it serves my purpose. I don’t go around having sex with everyone and anyone, well any more. I’ll have to go into what kind of guy I want and a relationship I want soon but now isn’t the time.

Ok, I called my stripper boy and no answer. I left a message and will call him tomorrow and see what’s going on. Oh well, If nothing happens hey it’s just a stripper.

In from dinner with the family and wasn’t special. Went out with my family and two friends for my bday, this bday has sucked there has been a lot going on with my father, work and school, just wasn’t a good time. Well enough for now. I have an interesting topic I’ll write about, do str8 guys get into undies too , meaning them wearing them? Hmm I’ll ponder that tomorrow
Tim

CD Burner, Birthday, AtlantaSpeedoDudes and Gear Buds

Well it’s the day after the birthday and it was nothing special, which if you know me already my birthday is my holiday of the year. I got some ok stuff, and my brother is cheap as hell, but I won’t go into that. The one thing that pissed me off the yesterday the most is my CD Burner died, or is in the process of dying. It’s been giving me trouble and I’ve tired everything to get it working, CD cleaner, burning different files and it just doesn’t write stuff well. It’s been giving me issued for a few weeks. But I’ve only had it for a over a year. So I gotta go get a new one this week. I have some great videos from Straight college men.com I want to put on CD and get off my computer. Yeah I like porn, my friends call me the Prince of Porn because I have a lot of it, hey I don’t play around much and the porn is a good release for me. If you want to know more about porn I like I’ll write about it in the future, or email me.

I also ran spell check and reposted the previous blog entries because my spelling sucked. So hopefully it’ll make more sense.

Today I offered my services to a local yahoo group to post pics of profiles of guys. The group is Atlantaspeedodudes and I hope guys get involved would be great to find guys into gear and hang out. I’d love to find a platonic friend into gear to go out shopping and hang out and talk about it, I wouldn’t have to have sex. Just a cool friend. But that again, time will tell.

I guess that’s all for now. I wonder how many people are actually reading this? I know my friends are, but don’t’ be shy to email me or post comments. I want to hear from you
Tim

My Birthday, Boxer Briefs and Guys Online

It’s my birthday today! Along with Thanksgiving. I hope I will be a good day. But we will see. I spell checked my back up of previous postings and man I can’t type worth cr*p, so I’m going to report them with the corrections. Never let a dyslexic be in charge of spelling. My gout is acting up so it’s driving me crazy. Yeah I know some are you saying you’re too young or what the heck is gout. Well put it basically it’s caused by a rapid build up of uric acid in the blood stream and when your body cools very small needle like crystals form in your joints and its VERY painful. It usually strikes the big toe joint. But I’m blessed to have it in my foot and wrist, and also have had it in my knee. It’s been bothering me for about a week and my meds to reduce it aren’t working so, its sucks a big one and not in a good way.

We have the typical stuff planned for today but we’ll see about my bday, most of my friends are out of town, so sometimes its cool to have it on a holiday and other parts of it sucks.

I am supposed to start my trainer at school next week and if my gout doesn’t get better, I will have to wait till next semester. Also yesterday online I ran across a guy I have chatted with before and he’s starting GSU in January so I may have a work out buddy, he seems like a great guy. Would be good to have someone motivating me to go and get it done. Chris, the guy I talked to, needs the same. So I’m keeping my fingers crossed.

And call the newspapers and put this online! I finally found a pair of boxer briefs I like. I usually hate the things cause they ride up or bunch up or just drive me insane. So Greg and my other buds, I’m wearing some of them! But the Target (INSERT BRAND) is awesome. I wore them to work yesterday and really didn’t notice a difference between them and my regular bikinis. I plan to get the white and blue kinds of these. They are awesome.

This week online I’ve run across some really great guys and some out there. I really want go into the out there guys because there are more of them online then regular guys. I met one guy for lunch and there was no connection he felt so he said so, and you know I really respected him cause he was honest and wasn’t rude, just was a nice guy. So I’m impressed, glad to see guys with manners out there in Cyberspace. Also I ran across Chris and talked to a few more. I know online isn’t the place to find much other then sex but sometimes it surprises you.

The Striper, the Thong and other Birthday Fun Part II

Well, as promised I went back to Swinging Richards tonight. And I LOVE STRIPERS. The reason is I can flirt and have fun without the repercussions if that makes sense. It’s expected. Tues and Wed they have no cover till 9:00PM. I tired to get an online buddy to go but he had to cancel due to lack of funds. Which I completely understand. I used some savings money to go and treat myself to a birthday evening out by myself. So I got down there around 8:20 PM or so. I was only the forth person there. When I walked in the door but who should I see? My man that I was there for, he flashed that cute smile and said how are you doing. I said something to the effect great now. They only had one person dancing on stage at the time and the first two were ok. The second one could really dance well and wore thongs too. I had to tip him. Then my guy came out, in black boxer briefs and a black thong. I tipped him a lot and he’s a nice guy. When I talked to him, I said how hot he was and that I would buy more thongs from him if he would sell them, he just smiled. He had to make his rounds around the club and talk to the various big tippers, and he asked me when I tipped him were we going to do some dances tonight, and I said Oh yeah we are. So back to the part where he comes and sits by me. And talks to me about chit chat stuff, then asks if I wanted a private dance and said he could do it out on the floor or in the VIP area, and the VIP area one was much better. So he convinced me, not like it took much to go back there. He wasn’t wearing his thong, so when I commented on it, he said he could get it but did I really want him in just a thong, I said NO! so we got back there and he said could touch and rubbed him a little and he rubbed me like a lap dance should be. And convinced me into two dances, again not like I had to be forced. After the two dances he said he had a thong I’d love and I went back and sat in the main room and watched a few of the guys. He got on stage again, this time in white boxer briefs and under he had a blue and whit thong he said he got made especially for him in Austin, I think. It fit him very well. He said he liked it when I came up cause I always had a smile and boosted his confidence. He’s awesome,

Well the night went on, and I heard them announce he was in the back stage in the VIP room and can I just say if you go to swinging Richards pay the 5 bucks to get in, you can get in the rest of the night, there were only me and 1 other guy tipping him, and I got to talk to him and it’s basically an almost personal show. Then after the set he sat down and talked and we discussed the thong, he said he would sell me thongs as long as I let him know I was coming and he could replenish his stock . He gave me his number and I do plan to call. In the mean time he went and got the black CK Thong he wore on stage and sold it to me, yes another thong :) and I found out the question about his sexual orientation, and lets say I’m not telling here I stayed back in the VIIP area and the strippers are a lot more talkative back there. Some where really nice.

Then I left the VIP area and he was back on stage, I tipped him again and again, and he got the biggest smile when I came up Then it’s getting too late and I told him that I would have to go he said wait till he got freshen up and came back out. I asked him if I could get him thongs and he said yes and I am going to have to do that. Well It’s 12:47 and I’m tired and I have to be up at 5, will try to type more tomorrow and see if this makes sense without retyping. cya

The Striper, the Thong and other Birthday Fun

Ok, with a title like this it better be good and boy is it. Well the day started crappy. I have gout, for those of you who don’t know is when uric acid crystallizes in your joints. It affected the top of my foot and the big toe joint. Yes and it’s very painful. Which sucked cause I was going out for my birthday. I hoped it would be gone but it wasn’t and luckily as the night went on it went away. I went to my swim class and was ok, my foot was bothering me so I did as much as I cam since I’m on my quest to be buff. But I noticed one guy in the class, I had seen him two weeks ago, not overly good looking but, kind of boy next door type, Nice tight body, smooth and still don’t know if he’s gay or str8, but he spelled his name like a gay man, LOL, like Bil, but that’s not it, I won’t post his name. But I was the second one there and I’m usually the last, he was standing on the pool deck in blue square cut kind of suit, and I wore my knee length jammers for the first time. I’m a little self conscious about wearing them since; I need to be in better shape. But I just did it. I hope I can start loosing weight and pack on some muscle. But he’s great candy for the practice, will keep you posted if I find out more about him. Not much to tell other then he looks hot in square cuts.

OK moving on to the day, yes I’ll get to the title soon, I learned in marketing you have to hook them and draw them in. My family is driving me crazy, lately every time I have something I want to do, they want me to drop everything and do it, RIGHT THEN and then I’m the bad guy who won’t do it. Just tired of it, not going to get into the family thing just wanted to set the mood, cause I had to deliver two of out old sofas to a friend of the family and up her big *ss drive way, which of course made my foot hurt like hell, then get two new ones and bring them home. With my brother driving like a drunk version of Mr. Toad’s Wild Ride, (which I’m’ still mad at Disney for taking out), driving as fast as he could with them being in a trailer behind the car, I Swear one was going to fly off at anytime. But we got home and I had a big fight because I was supposed to be a friends house by 7, and it was already six and I needed to leave. So on the way there, I almost called and cancelled. But I didn’t and I’m glad I didn’t.

We went to a Puerto Rican restaurant, right near my house, where I found out that they have Guys only Underwear Night, hmmmm, going to have to check that out. It was called Rauls Latin American Café (http://www.raulslatinamericancafe.com/) Its only like 10-15 mins from my house. But dinner was ok, I’m not used to Puerto Rican food, but was good, need to try something other then the Cuban sandwich next time. They had some other cool stuff just didn’t know what it was. My friends, Mike and Todd, want to check it out so I’m sure I’ll be back. Then we headed to the Eagle here in ATL, which I haven’t been to in a while but they have gone all respectable. The place is clean, renovated and the gift shop was BRIGHT! Now when I go to a leather bar, I want some sleaze factor but they even redid the bathrooms, granted its’ just one big room of urinals but still. Don’t know what was up with them making all nice But on a serious note, it’s nice but not what I expect from a leather bar, it’ll prob still be one of the few bars I go too. We have to do because it was rodeo night, I left the rodeo association with some hard feeling so going back was tough, but hey we all grow up sometime. Mike had to go make an appearance. Cause it was his last bar night. So we were there shortly then headed over to swinging Richards.

We stayed too long at the eagle and got there right when they were doing the 2-4-1 t-shirt dances. That I was not happy about, but I move on. We sat down and the caliber of dancers was much better then in years past. Well this year I discovered I don’t really talk much to the strippers, just hand them money, so I decided I’ll pick one and be very talkative and such, Well there was one, Anthony, beefy boy, brown hair blue eyes and he was sexy. He had a big tattoo across his back, which I’m not fond of usually but on him it looked good. So he was dancing and one song went, don’t recall if he got tipped at all, then the second song started and he was wearing a CK thong, I had to go tip that cause none of the boys there wore thongs. They were all boxer briefs. I went and tipped him and said I how are you and chatted a second and then said, “I love a man in a thong” And sat down, and then tipped him a few more times he said “Finally someone paying attention to me”, I said “You’re cute” and he asked could he come sit and talk after the set. Well he proved to be more popular then I had figured. For the next hour and half or so, he was in the VIP area. So by the time he came back out it was the last set. My friends wanted to leave, but I said not till this set is over. I had about 16 ones and was determined to use them. I tipped him every few minutes and I told him he was popular and that I had wished to have him for a private dance but we were about to leave he said “OH man, maybe after this set” I told him my friends were ready to leave. And then I think I sat back town and I wanted to ask him something but I got the balls and asked him “Since I can’t have a private dance, could I buy the thongs you wore in the last set off you? “ he asked “You want to buy my thongs? I guess sure!” Anthony wasn’t wearing them during this set and I pointed that out I said, “No thongs this set” He said wait after the set was done and he would get them. I went back up to tip him more. Later I found out he was Anthony and that he worked other nights, so I gotta go back and see him. He smiled, So the place was about to close and the last song finished and he ran back to the dancers areas, by the front door, We got up to leave and I said I’d be out in a bit and my friends Mike and Todd said they weren’t going anywhere. So he comes walking back out with the thong in hand and I handed him $20 and shoved them in my pocket. I don’t know if they know I like undies as much as I do but I think they do, and when we left Todd said I didn’t know they let you keep souvenirs, and I said they do if you pay for them. Was fun, enjoyed it, I am planning on going Tuesday for a Birthday Present to my self. So if I go I’ll keep you posted.

Friends, Big Kid syndrome and underwear shopping

Ok, I have to fess up to something I changed the date on this one, I'm writing this one the same date as the one above. I just have had stuff going on and not been able to write. But hey I’m honest. I have had this one ready to go since Thursday, and even had the key points written down. So here we go

I met two really great guys this week. They are Lee and Marc. Just moved to Atlanta from the DC area. I’ve chatted with Lee on gay.com and then on yahoo. We have chatted for a few weeks and we finally got the chance to meet. So after work one night, I headed to their place, before I went to class, and hung out with Lee, and then Marc came home after I was there. Lee is a nice guy who grew up in a town not far from where my parents are from and we’ve chatted about everything. So I went down to see him after work, which he has a place with an incredible view of Atlanta? Really nice apartment. And another thing about them is they are Mac boys, yeah! About time I meet more Mac boys. So anyway, we were just sitting and talking and what did I spy with my little eye mixed in with the DVDs? Only a copy of Guys gone wild! I asked him was that guys gone wild and he said yes, he said they show everything but not much is well, at attention, but the drunk frat boys do things they wouldn’t normally do. SO I told him I gotta borrow that! Marc came home and he’s a nice guy too. I hope we all three can hang out again very soon. Two of the nicest guys I’ve met in a long time. And yeah they have read this blog and will read this soon I think!

Ok on to the big kid syndrome as I call it. That’s what I think I suffer from. I am a big kid, and always have been. I love cartoons, having fun and not taking things so seriously. But I think when dating many people find this a turn off. I could be wrong but I try to be honest and tell them how I am. I had all sorts of examples to back this up and now I’m drawing a complete and total blank. If you read the blog entry above you’ll know why. We’ll come back to this one

Underwear shopping was fun on Thursday. I went to Northlake mall, a mall here in ATL on the NE side of town, near where I work. I just did some window-shopping. JCPenney’s doesn’t have many undies in their stores. I figured they would have something. Nope, just regular. So then I went to Rich’s/Macy’s and they had some really cool Jockey undies. Some microfiber briefs and thongs. The thongs weren’t badly priced at $9 a piece. Now I’m waiting for the sale on Jockey now! Gotta get me some of those. Also one real shocker was Sears yes Sears, they had some cool tighty whities from their Brand Canyon River Blues or CRB, they are low-rise white briefs, and they look pretty hot. But that’s not the shocker, in the corner of the store they had a brand of, and now I can remember the name, John Henry or something. They were bikinis type, made from spandex and a pouch. I was shocked, they look awesome, but I didn’t get any. I should have, they had a pair that looked stripped with white and blue. They were really cool ways they wove the treads. I will prob go back and get some soon. Not much of a report but I hope you like.

Swimming, Working Out and other Fitness fun

I have decided this year that it's time to get in shape, I'm tired of my pants size going up and I have decided to hire a trainer at school, GSU for those who don't know and I signed up for the masters stroke class ( yeah I laughed at the name too) at GSU as well, to improve my stroke in swimming, the other kind I have no problems, trust me plenty of practice! And btw this spell check on here doesn't work well on a Mac you'll just have to deal with some misspellings.

First off, I love to swim. I joined the Rainbow Trout in 97 and swam with them for a while and I loved it, then I got pink eye, and had not job to pay for the dues so I had to drop off. Well, after years of being lazy and such its time to get back in the Speedos, well ok Jammers, Speedos will be a while. Which btw I ordered some kick *ss suits on eBay and won them. So I can't wait, well back to the class, my class started a few weeks back, and I've just been wearing regular shorts, I have read on a few sites that regular suits will make your stroke off because of the drag and I didn't want to wear Speedos just yet, I may scare a few folks, I got some Jammers, you know the bike shorts kind that some of the swimmers were wearing. I can' wait to get them, I won them last night and the seller already sent them, so I should have them by Saturdays class. So back to swimming, I do freestyle the best, then backstroke, then butterfly (which I haven't learned much at all) and then breast stroke I f*cking hate that stroke, I’ve never gotten it down, I do kick drills and nothing, I go no where, but tonight I swam before class and think I made some improvement in the fundamentals. I just wish I could find a guy local or heck on the net who would talk swimming and help me work out whats been going wrong. I'm planning on getting a book and DVD from http://www.totalimersion.com, I hope I spelled that right, they have a book and DVD set of the 4 strokes and how to do them better. I found it on a posting on the US Masters site, so what the heck the only thing I have to loose is money right! I want to get involved on the masters team and compete, but right now only thing I could compete with would be a sick walrus! I initially got into swimming because, let's face it, Speedos. guys in Speedos. But I have really loved the sport too, I tired to follow it in Athens this summer and the studly Michael Phelps. Is there anyone out there who can help me with my 4 strokes or chat with me about it? I’m beginning to wonder if I'm only typing for myself LOL, don't know how many of my friend are reading this, or I'd love to hear from strangers reading this too or ones who've been to my site. I'll keep you posted on my swimming.

This afternoon I swam, for a bit, I didn't really have a structured workout, cause I don't remember any I did and I just swam free some, kicked free, kicked fly then free, the fly gets you tired, and then did breast kick and I actually went somewhere. Then back stroke, then breast or tried to do it, and last more free. The best thing is I sat in the hot tub or Jacuzzi at school and relaxed after I swam, was nice, there were a group of for a lack of better words frat boys sitting in there after their game of water basketball, three guys and two girls, and one made a comment your hair is straight like your sexual orientation, talking about the hair on his head then they started talking about two different guys in Speedos showing off, one guy was posing and lifting his legs on in the air, JESH, and the other wore a Speedo you could see through in the Jacuzzi, and the girl said " you try not to look but you can't help but stare" and the guys agreed. Was an interesting conversation. But speaking of interesting, I went out to the pool deck before my swim and left my towel in the locker room and water bottle in my locker so on the way back into the locker room, this guy was walking bare*ssed down the walk way between the showers with the towel over his shoulder, I mean the guy had a very nice butt and a good body too. I checked him out as he walked and then while he was standing at the mirror. went to my locker then tired to check out the package but couldn’t' see, he had a very nice butt. So that was my excitement tonight

In a week from Monday, on Nov 30 I start with my trainer, they will all be girls, but hey I guess I won't get distracted during my work out. I want to build up my chest, arms and legs and god willing my butt. I just want to be some what muscular and be able to wear Speedos and other gear with no probs and be self confident while doing wearing it. I know nothing about working out and hope they can help. I did get a compliment today from my bro in NYC, not my real bro but he's a great guy, he said I was perfect the way I was, which I was glad to hear. I told him these goals and he said, you're a big guy and you don't need to get too thin, which I said don't worry, I won't! I want to stay around 34-36 waist in pants, pref 36 cause I’d have to buy new wrangs if I lost weight. But I’m excited and I hope it all goes well.

My bro in NYC is also looking over my site and he had some great ideas about it, he's going to be a great asset to the site and helping me plan, I’m hoping to go up to NYC in Jan and me and him have a good weekend going over the site and Site Seeing NYC this will be my first visit, he said he'd take me to a store that sold undies cheap, so you know I’m game. If you're reading this you rock Bro! Yeah he's like my lil bro I never had. A. this Buds for you!

Ok I'm getting sleepy, I was going to write this last night but I had to update my brother’s computer so I didn't get a chance to do it. This isn't exactly what I wanted to write but being tired it is what it is. So let me hear from you guy, post comments, email me timothymgol@earhtlink.net just let me know what you think. Have a good one and check back often and early to this Blog!
cowboy Tim

Muscle and Bodybuilders, and Magazines!

Well, I have to share with you my new fetish of sorts, bodybuilders. Man they get me going. Ever since I was 13 they have. I used to save my change and rush to the local drug store and buy the latest Muscle & Fitness magazine. Heck bodybuilding mags were my porn. I guess it also has to do with the skimpy posing trunks they wear. Which are just skimpy Speedos. Some guys think bodybuilders are just two big, I don't think so, and I like bodybuilders with some definition not just big hulking guys. I've joined a few yahoo groups and I get bodybuilding pics ever day. Now if I could just find one in real life. Alas, no luck so far. I remember back in HS I used to know every bodybuilder around, no I have no clue who is who. But I’m sure I'll bet back into it soon enough. But what I like about bodybuilders are pecs and butts, those are the two things I like best. I have yet to understand why they won't let bodybuilders wear thongs in competitions since the glutes are judged in competition. I’ve only been with a few bodybuilders in my life and wished I had a bodybuilding boyfriend but I doubt I’ll find one anytime soon. again, Terminally single LOL. I’m sure I'll write more about bodybuilders soon. but moving on....

But as things went on I discovered Exercise for Men Only, this magazine was and still is very homoerotic. The pics are geared towards men who are into men, not just working out. I can't vouch for the workout advice because that was not my purpose in buying the magazines, yeah I’m so bad. But the pics were so incredible and encompassed everything I loved, Speedos, thongs, spandex and men in very sexy poses. I used to get them every week, I still do actually, why not, and they are cool mags. But I’m also reading the work out material in it too. I hired a trainer at school and hope to be big and buff by Speedo season this year. I'm so tired, I should have waited to write this episode.

I’m also on AIM talking to a friend who's been dating or should I say has a husband for a while and they got into a fight. he said there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. Which I totally agree, I used to think that if you weren't fighting everything was wonderful, I believe that relationships are work and most guys, heck most people gay or str8 just don't work at it, when things take a down turn or a rough patch, they bail. I know what you're thinking, pretty big talk from someone who is terminally single, but as the old saying goes do as I say not as I do! LOL< I give great advice for spicing up a relationship or romantic ideas but I'll be damned if I can do it on my own LOL. OK I’m tired, I’ll write more tomorrow, I PROMISE! well have a good one and you guys if you're reading this post comments or email me!
Your cowboy Tim

BUSTED! Finding Friends, Dating, Gay men and other random thoughts

For those of you who know me already know this but for those who don't I have a big thing for underwear/spandex/spandex and sports gear. One of my online buds and I have been talking for months, and yet to meet but that's a different story , and he has a boy friend whose' handsome, beefy built ( HOT build) and wear bikini briefs, so I keep kidding him that when I finally meet him and come over I'm going to steal a pair of his boyfriends bikinis. My buddy is a good guy, real laid back and easy going. His boyfriend travels a lot and I think they are doing pretty good and will soon enough have the commitment talk, but that's just the impression I get. So we were talking this AM about all things good and smutty, when he told me that he told his BF about me wanting to get his undies, LOL can you believe it? man I was taken back when he said it, usually most guys don't tell stuff like that, it's not that I mind I don't cause I'd give anything to see his bf in the bikinis but oh well. Too funny

Ok, moving on, this blog thing is great, so far I have enjoyed writing in it and hope to do a lot more. My father has been in the hospital since this past week so I haven't had anytime to sit down and write. Just so you know these entries will have order just random thoughts. And btw, it's nothing to serious with my father but I will keep you posted. My main goal lately on the net is to find friends. Which in itself is hard to do, I’m pretty laid back (depending on who you as LOL) easy going and not the typical gay guy. I want to find friends not into the whole party scene and going out every weekend and partying till dawn. A guy you can go to: a movie, a braves game, rodeo event (Str8 ones too, preferably PBR), hiking/camping with or just grab a 12 pack and talk. I love to just sit around and share stories, I'm not a very open person, which I'm trying to change, but drink and share everything and try to have no secrets. That’s what I want. You know just a guy next-door type is what I’m after. And hey if I can date, the better. I guess what I want is a friend first and foremost, too many guys think that if you show any interest you hop in bed, which there's nothing wrong with friends with benefits but there's gotta be more there then the sex for me. IS anyone else out there finding it hard to just meet nice guys for friends?

Ok moving into dating... I have coined a phrase "Terminally Single" which I tell friends I have. I haven't seriously dated in 8 years, since my 2-year relationship with my ex ended on July 4, 1996. I know what a freaking way to ring in the 4th. But I have forgiven him and we won't dwell on the past. I guess I'm at a point in my life where I am happy being single and I don't want a man to complete me, just compliment me. I enjoy my freedom, but I am also a rare breed that I believe in monogamy. What kind of guy am I attracted too, well if you read above that's the kind of guy I want, I think my bf should be one of my best friends, not the only one but one of them. I think we should each have our won friends and own interests that we can go do and enjoy, I mean if I have to spend 24/7 with someone it will last a week, then get out. Oh back to my point, about terminally single, I just have found very few people who interest me to date, I don't know what it is, I know I'm not the most mature 33 about to be 34 year old in the world and I’m trying to grow up some and mature, but I don't want to loose the kid in me either. I've also never been trusting of people, which is a defense mechanism from years ago when I was in elementary school, from about 2 or 3rd grade, everyone I become good friends with moved away at the end of the year, and this went on till I was in the 6th grade. I just got tired of having someone there and they leave the next year. Sounds stupid I know and also the whole being gay thing, I thought when I was younger no one would accept me and I would be lonely forever, which is not true, my family and friends know and it's not an issue now. See, before I'd never write this about me, but what the heck, what do I have to loose? so I don't know, love stinks as the song says and I will keep you posted on this.

In the last few weeks I have really been on a get healthy kick, I hired a trainer at school, started a masters stroke class, get your mind out of the gutter, it works on the 4 strokes of swimming (free, breast, back and fly) and I hope I can improve, I think at the first of the year I’m getting back on the rainbow trout, I need a coached environment. My class on sat is but its only Saturday, the trout swim 4x a week and can get back in shape. With the trainer I hope to add muscle, I mean MUSCLE, I want to look good in my Speedos this next year and wear them proud. But time will tell, I want to look good, and yeah I'm mainly doing it for myself but you know nothing better then building up and then finding those guys who wouldn't give you the time of day when you were Beefy, and when they see you all buff, just not give them the time of day! That’s one thing about gay men I hate the most. Well the typical gay man, you have to be smooth, have abs, wear the right clothes, work out at the right gym, moisturize your face and get your hair cut SHORT, to that I say to H*ll with you, and if you don't they don't have anything to do with you, I call those Gay Clones. They are the ones scramming for gay rights and get married now but when it comes to other gay guys they expect you to live up to their standards and not your own, which is a little hypocritical to me, You may say now that I'm a gay, gay hater, not really if you want to live your life, I think you should do it anyway you want as long as it doesn't infringe on the rights of another person. you want to buy the latest cloths, and do all that knock yourself out but respect my right not to do those things and don't criticize me about it. yeah I know I can't spell so shoot me.

Next time I swear I'm going to write about gear, but once I get started I just roll with it, I love to get mail and let me know what you think, I love to hear from guys after the same things and heck those not into it, I love to talk about it and not a monologue where you say "You're wrong, ..." but a dialogue "I disagree with X Y and Z, why do you think that way?" I'll gladly respond to you and talk. Well my email is timothymgol@earthlink.net and my AIM is GATallCowboy. Hope to hear from you soon
Tim

Election Eve

Well after months of campaigning and listening to endless ads the day is upon us. To vote for the next president. I have always held voting as a right that you should exercise or don't complain about what’s going on. I have voted in every single election, except the 1992 presidential primary, and I’m one of the few people that go to the polls when it is only a local election. So if you ever wondered who went, here I am.

But this election has to me been one of the worst ever. Neither candidate is worthy of the position in my opinion. Both have their downfalls. One of my college political science professors said a smart thing once, "We should take all the people who want to be president and get rid of them and put someone in who doesn't" This makes sense to me. In America there are very few differences in the political parties. We think there are but not really. Look at European countries and you'll see a big difference. Socialist, Free enterprises, green party and the like. The one thing I'm tired of is this is the most important election in our lives. Now that is Cr*p. Our country isn't safe and all that, well as I told someone once, we've come late to the terrorist party and it was only a matter of time before we had it here and will continue to have it. We can't let that keep us terrified and in our houses. Terrorism is a fact of life in this world, any nutcase with a bomb can get out there and make a name for their cause. We have to live out lives and be free. That’s what this country was built on. But enough about that, back to my original point. This election is the ultimate lesser of two evils. On the one had you have Bush who in my opinion is living off his fathers legacy, what has he done? well a tax break and a war, and if I hear this is a war for oil I'm going to b*tch slap someone cause if it was gas would be under two bucks a gallon, so if it is a war for oil, bring it on! As for Kerry, what has he done, he's been in the Senate for what 20 years and can you name anything he's done? Neither can I!

This is a major case of damned if you do and damned if you don't. No matter who gets in we all-loose. It's time we start picking a president who doesn't campaign like these two have. I mean would you pick a doctor just because he said the other Dr. across town had an affair with his nurse, cheated on his taxes and had a questionable military record? No you would look at his record as a Dr. and go from there. As I look at both Bush and Kerry's qualifications I would have to say, neither should get it. People who I think would do a better job up in Washington or around the country are but I reserve the right to change my mind at any time LOL, don't you love when people do that.... none come to mind right now but when I think of some I’ll let you know.

Hopefully the other posting will be about my site, underwear, gear, rodeos, cowboys and other fun stuff that I like. Just needed to vent on this topic. I used to be Democrat and now I think I'm libertarian, I like the financial policy of republicans and the social policy of democrats. Plus I'm not religious and those people on the republican side scare me, any one who follows blindly and never questions authority should never be in power, bad things happen......

Have a good one and postings will be more about me and such in the future. Later

Howdy!

Hey there,
Welcome to my blog, I've been debating doing one and finally got around to it, but just want to welcome you to my site and keep checking back for more. Look forward to hearing from you too! In the mean time check out my site http://www.geocities.com/timothymgol. I have big things planned for it and will write about it here.
Talk to you soon.